Do I trust you?
I say I do
I say, I declare, I preach...
that the gift you already gave me was enough
That what you did to save me was enough forever
I even tell others that the one gift is enough
That I don't really need you to do any thing else
But do I really believe that?
If this happens will I hold it against you?
Will I trust you while I wait or will I worry?
I think I believe you
I do believe you
But I'm scared
So many things could go wrong
So many things could be so much easier if...
If something happened
I don't know what
I don't even know what to ask really ,
I don't know how to ask for nothing but everything at the same time
I trust you, I do, but I'm scared
I trust you, I do, but I'm worried
I trust you, I do, but I'm stressed
I trust you, I do, but I'm nervous
I trust you, I do, but I'm lazy
I trust you, I do.
You remind me that you have come through before
You remind me that you think of me
You remind me that you love me
You remind me that you've given me so much more than I deserve
Your way of teaching me is so different then what I would do
Your way of looking after me is so different then what I would do
Your ways are some much better than what I would do
All of these things I know in my head
But my fears sometimes get my head all mixed up
So even though you've already done so much,
I come again and ask for your help.